Emotional ❤️🏊‍♀️🧜‍♀️

❤️🏊‍♀️🧜‍♀️So as I sit quietly letting the gentle lapping of the tide wash over my emotions, I can't help but think what a wonderful life I am living.

Damaged from my past, still find somethings too hard to deal with, full of anxiety and self doubt. Who is stabbing me in the back today, who is plotting to unfriend me, leave me, let me down, let me be on my own again.

That person is me, always replaying scenarios in my head, what did I say, do, what didn't I say and do, was I good enough, friendly enough?

Actually I do quite well, I have a handful of true trusted friends who will always and have always been by my side. Everyone I meet I touch in some way, even if it's not right for them. You actually don't need to be Everyone's best friend. You need to be your own best friend. Just be you and the people who need you, want you, will be with you.

I've got that, I just have to keep my doors open my brick wall down. The right people will always be around and I will always be good enough for them, as long as I'm good enough for me. 🥰